End (new)
September 11th, 2008 | Published in Uncategorized | 2 Comments
Met a man today who speaks like you I want to tell you can’t find your grave still I won’t go there is nothing he means that mourning does not end mourning cannot end
His voice is speaking now I’m behaving badly writing you while he’s exposed watching for my response to him I cannot listen must talk to you so I hear you listen in his silence and talk back in his voice about everything you said and didn’t get to mean
September 11th, 2008at 4:24 pm(#)
Mourning. It is a special journey with a beginning a middle and well it goes to some very strange places.
September 18th, 2008at 3:32 pm(#)
I never meant to hurt you. How can I make you see. I look at you looking at me searching for answers I can’t give. I try but I can’t speak.
I didn’t ask for this, I’m not here because I wanted. Maybe in this silence somehow I can make you understand.
I’ll love you forever, I’ll never leave you. I meant what I said.